Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Drink Song


I used to be able to sit right down and manifest
Something that you could tap your feet to if
You caught the right beat, either hit or miss
Mostly they were hits, and they would hit
Like Teddy Ballgame I'd write raps all days
Energy was second nature, give me five minutes
To get some water catch my breath then I'd spit it
But, somewhere along the line we got caught up in chasing women
Trying to find a way to get drunk, not every night
But most nights cause being under 21
You don't know where the next case gonna come
So you gotta take advantage and have a little fun
Till, fun succumbs to what alcohol normally do
Cause depression or lower tempers till that night
Out on the town turns into ambulances and bar fights
And all I wanted to do was watch a football game
Till I realized that mixing drinks half and half took away the pain
Yeah, it'd take away something, it'd take away your mind
Babbling on about nothing, can't even talk, slip and fall on your behind
Trying to make it to the bathroom, or at least a back room
That's dark enough that maybe you'll just fade in with the black
While all the while you gotta listen to high school kids or college freshman
I'm not sure which, couldn't tell from that much of a distance
Talk about how they've partied four nights out of the week
And you stand there thinking you're drinking just to get some sleep
Cause when the sun goes down them demons they creep
And a few half and halfs takes away that insomnia fast
And a few half and halfs and you finally get enough nerve
Worked up to get your cell phone and text this one girl
Till it turns into a habit, drinking and dialing, messaging and texting
Till it gets just a little out of hand and you're sexting
Brett Favring, Kanye Westing, and what scares me
Is that it's happening with younger kids, and I don't mean seventeen or sixteen
They thirteen or fourteen school nights out in the hills with a bottle
Sugared with some sweeteners so that it tastes like juice
And the music's blaring from someone's truck and dancing makes you feel loose
And it doesn't take the most skilled sweet-talker to entice her
To let him give her a ride home, that he ain't been drinking that much
And when that doesn't work, straight to physically contact lemme rub up
Against you, and he slowly makes his way in
And the only way she getting out of this is if one of her friends
Comes to the rescue, till they get tired of having to watch your back
But since you juiced up on them cherry and raspberry tasting drinks
It isn't long before you're on your back
Till it comes to the next morning and you wondered what it was that you did or didn't
Wishing that you could go back in time but that truth doesn't remain hidden
And you might change the way you act, for a week or two shit maybe even four
Till you get a text saying that this dude's older brother was able to get some more
Alcohol for another party out in the middle of nowhere
And it don't take much arm-twisting for you to go and you swear
That you'd only have one or two, but then again considering
You ain't even got a driver's license yet, one or two
Is far enough to get you back to dancing and feeling loose
It's a horrible truth, and I've seen it over and over
From my older cousin's era to my generation
And my younger siblings everyone needs a little hydration
Feeling parched, and that drink turns you into something that you either love or hate
It all depends on the date really cause it's taken case by case
Some days moshing and jumping around like House of Pain was in the club
Some days you want nothing better than to piss off everyone you can think of
So which one is it? Then they ask me to point that introspective lens at myself
And it takes me two seconds to remind them of all the bottles I had on my shelf
And it takes them two seconds to fire back at me that I've turned soft
Turned pussy cause I don't wanna drink into oblivion
Or want to buy them anymore alcohol even if they were 20, and they make me the villain
Turned from, King to might as well be the enemy in their eyes
Cause I was the person standing in between them and their high
I'd like to be the voice of reason, and yeah I've tried
I do it all the time with myself, either to stop myself from doing something or to justify
The actions that I'm taking with my life
That's like, justifying doing crack and saying at least it ain't meth
Or, getting wasted at your own crib and saying that's what's best
Cause at least you ain't downtown driving drunk or worse
It's a curse, it is what it is, all I really wanna do now is live
My own life based off my own decisions
Which usually turns into my own transgressions
Actions turning into overstepping
My limits till it all comes crashing down and it takes me a few weeks
To sort through the mess, either depressed or obsessed
So I just repress until I realize that I'm the reason for why I'm oppressed
But that's the life of a perfectionist, everything needs to be done with finesse
Not OCD, more so a control freak like puppets and strings
But you can't control the way that somebody else feels or thinks
Say it twice to make sure that it really sinks in
You can't control the way that somebody else feels or thinks
The best you can do is try to do what you do and be you
If it's true then one day everything will synch
Perfectly and if not, you can't force the way that the wind blows
Or the earth spins, or some other cliché to make it feel OK
Till the weight of that world becomes too hard to shoulder
And there's only one option left to help alleviate the pain
So you, grab a cup, pour it with about half Mountain Dew and some ice
Then about a quarter of Vodka, repeat, rinse, recycle twice, then perhaps thrice
Till you're pouring more elixir than chaser
And hangovers don't offer much of a deterrent
Feeling discontent with all this time spent
Or, perhaps time wasted chasing some feeling
You wish you could have that you can only see if you're wasted
And maybe one day, come home from work and don't feel the need
To go straight for the fridge to pop a cap off and instead concede
That life can't be lived in this manner switching back and forth from Hulk and Bruce Banner
It's exhausting, find a hobby or something, find a basketball league to join
You'd be amazed at how much coin
You save when you're not spending it all on liquids
Get a nice meal, a juicy steak, put away them juicy fake
Apple-banana-whip-martinis or Smirnoff ices
Drinking stupid every night? Na that ain't what life is

Friday, January 11, 2013

Love Song

I can remember one time, when, well, not that I may have found love
Well, maybe caught something, but
I guess the easiest way is to start from the beginning
Had my brother with me, then we, headed over to pick up my cuz
Or, to speak with correct grammar our cousin
The sun had just slipped behind the mountains and the desert heat started to subside
It had rained a little bit earlier that morning I think, but for the most part everything was dry
We remembered there was something happening that night
Baseball games or something happening in the summertime
I had just gotten back from that dealership, old school classic ride
Went for that drop top, just to save costs in the summer cause air conditioning affects gas mileage
Or so I've been told, they tried to convert me and sell me on some hybrid
But I'd rather throw some D's on a Cadillac circa 1963 and drop the lid
Old school switches and dials with some new improved speakers and subs
Now, most would take this straight to the parking lot of the clubs
But me, I'm more so interested in riding around town, well, sort of
We're all looking for love, some in the right places but can't seem to rise above
Whatever labels or category he or she you looking at put you in
Always saying it's great to have a you as a friend
And you get put into that zone, like we're playing basketball
She out on the dance floor wrapped in somebody else's arms, while you lean against the wall
Either too proud or not enough bravado to go out and cut in
Can't rise to the certain situations that call for action, like sweeping her off her feet
You looking for love, and all they looking for is to get a nut
Kinda funny, two people that knew each other for years and years
Sharing so many of the same feelings for each other, but yet would rather settle for countless tears
Coming from chasing after the wrong guy relentlessly
Let me guess, he said that you were his only one
Felt so right when he had his arms wrapped around you, I bet you felt so warm inside his hug
Bodies so close together that you could feel his cell phone go off
Cause he forgot about putting it on silent, either vibrate or a ring tone
And as quickly as he can, he silences it, but not quick enough and you catch that song
That type of ring tone that you know another girl had to have set
And you catch a glimpse of the screen, see that contact pic
Of the guy you thought was the sweetest, deepest person you ever met
Draped in a kiss with some other chick
Full on, like they trying to revive each other lips gripped in mouth-to-mouth resuscitation
And without any hesitation, your eyes dripped with wet, big salty tears
Can't think or see clear, everything blurry, makeup staining your cheeks, hide it in fear
That somebody noticed, but the mood of the room has been set, they playing some love song
You know all the words to, dance floor darker than midnight
With some disco type ball letting out just a little bit of light
That makes it appear as though the heavens shined
Over this love you thought was perfect, but instead you get stuck, two-timed
Yet again, and you run to the bathroom to hide off in some stall
To let it all out, while all the while, I was leaned against one of the walls
Next to the bar, and saw the whole thing, I mean it happened so fast that
I couldn't help notice, and it's not like I was stalking or anything like that, luck brought us together
See, I was already there, it was me, my cousin, and my brother
We thought we'd check out the school dance, hadn't been to one in so long I forgot how they operated
Remembered that most of my peers showed up to do one thing, baiting and faking
Tricking girls that get caught up in the atmosphere that the DJ created
It's all fake, you should know by now that you can't find any love on a dance floor
Nothing but, bitches and players and hoes and wannabe pimps and whores
So then what am I doing there? The same reason how we always seem to end up in the same place
Sub-consciously and thanks to social networking we both memorize each others' steps
Like, “Oh yeah, I remember you said you were gonna show up,” but in actuality, we just wanted to see each others' face
Or just want to be in each others' presence
But yet, you're stuck constantly chasing after the same guy, and me
I'm lacking in the self-confidence needed to handle being with somebody else again
We both got our own demons, damaged somewhere along the line, so the only thing we can do is call each other friends
While, I try to come up in my head the perfect kind of situation and timing needed to confess
My feelings and emotions, and I thought that my plan was nothing sort of perfect
Time it perfectly when you come out of the bathroom after crying your eyes out
I would, sweep in on a white horse, grab your shoulders, pull you in close, wrap my arms around you
Show you that sometimes happiness could be right under your nose, just got to know
How to come to the realization that you're ready to move past these boys and their pick up lines
And cute little smiles and find yourself an authentic gentleman who'd never lie
About where he was going or who he was with never telling secrets
Yeah, it would all be perfect, I had it all planned, reposition myself so I could see the hallway
That leads down to the restrooms, they had, just enough light that you could easily recognize
Who was coming in and out, and just like that, you walked out, and, it all happened so fast
Just as I was about to walk towards you it must have been fate as your eyes caught my eyes
And there I stood, frozen in place
The dim hallway light shone over you, illuminating nothing but your face
I don't think I've ever seen something quite as beautiful before
But then, just like that, two of your friends rushed over and pushed you out the door
Yeah, they were just looking to help out and console
You like you were all grouped in some type of support council
While I was left standing next to the DJ's speaker and CD and MP3 console
And in a flash, that moment was gone, left feeling like it's never meant to be
And of course, as if the same story gets played over and over on repeat
About twenty minutes later jump on the Facebook app on my phone just to pass the time
And seen that some other dude went to your wall for everyone to see, spitting some lines
About how he saw the whole thing, and if you ever needed to talk he'd be there
That he's different from other guys that if you got to know him he'd show you how he really cares
In a rush of disgust, I grabbed my coat to head home, prolly grab a twelve pack of something
Just to let my frustrations out throw on a few of my favorite CDs and just drink
My sorrows away, and of course like, clockwork, I head to the liquor store
And I see, that same dude that just tried to hit on you
With some chick drunken as all out hell, can't hardly even walk
And he talking about, “Baby, I don't think I can wait to get you home”
So of course, another casualty losing her virginity in the back seat of some tricked-out jeep
And while he's off with another notch in the belt or however that saying goes
You're with your friends feeling better, of course thanks to him, at home
While, I don't know whether to try to intrude, thinking about, texting or calling you
Just to assert the facts, or basically act like a snitch or rat
Or instead, should I try to recreate that split-second feeling that I knew we both had
And try to comfort you and spill the facts of my feelings, or has that moment passed?
So I'm left standing, still at that liquor store, staring at all the different brands and bottle caps
Feeling nothing but trapped

Friday, June 1, 2012

The Power of the Interview

Last year around this time, which is basically NFL Draft time, I overheard Cam Newton during an interview on Sportscenter. This interview took place before the draft, but close enough to the draft that the Panthers had all ready came out and said they were taking Newton first overall after his Heisman/NCAA run at Auburn. I can't remember what he said verbatim, or at all really, during this interview, but I can remember thinking to myself, based on this one interview that I happened to overhear while I had the television on, "This guy is going to be good." Based on his play at Auburn, he looked way too much Vince Young than Michael Vick; he was bigger than collegiate defensive lineman for crying out loud. Too many variables suggested that Newton was going to be a flash in the pan style athlete tailor made for the college game. The conventional thinking was, and still is, that running quarterbacks don't make it in the NFL, that NFL linebackers are faster than college defensive backs. Which is true, and even though Newton rushed for over 700 yards and amassed an other-worldy 14 touchdowns as a quarterback, he also threw for a rookie-record of 4,051 and chipped in another 21 touchdowns with his arm. It's easy to point to Newton's stats now, but going back a little over a year ago, nothing of what Newton did on the field protruded into my final evaluation of how I thought he was going to translate into the NFL. It was that one interview that did it for me. Like I said, I can't remember what Newton said, but it was the way that Newton said it. It was the poise and bravado that Newton carried, his demeanor that signaled he was always going to be in control. He had a lot of things along the way happen to him that could have derailed his career, and I thought for sure Auburn was done for when the whole Mississippi State illegal recruitment stories started to surface. But Newton prevailed through that, he prevailed through his critiques heading into the draft, and he further prevailed throughout his first season in the league. I point back to that interview that I was lucky enough to catch as my "I believe" moment. I do my best to be as good as I can when it comes to judging someone's character, and over the years I think I've done a fairly decent job of fine-tuning the tools needed to evaluate someone's character fairly and properly. That Newton interview, as I've pointed out a few times by now, was the reason why I believed Newton was going to be a star. I posted something very similar on my Facebook page, and if I really wanted that self-gratification I'd go searching for it on my timeline. Point is, there is nothing quite like listening to a quarterback talk. Every year around draft time it seems the NFL throws up the Peyton vs Leaf video clips, where Peyton carried himself eminently while his team was in the process of winning 3 games, while Ryan Leaf was flipping out on interviewers in the San Diego lockerrooms. There is no other position in sports quite like quarterback, and if a quarterback can't conjure an aura around himself during a one-on-one interview, how well can that same person control a huddle with 10 other men in a tight spot during an NFL game? Best-case example: Tom Brady instilling a sizeable confidence in his group of guys that features a slot receiver who doubles as a defensive back. Worst-case example: Donovan McNabb throwing up during the Super Bowl. How a quarterback carries himself is just as important as the throwing motion, the arm strength, the pin-point accuracy, all the other intangibles that can be seen on game film. During this past draft when ESPN was replaying the same highlights from the first 3 quarterbacks selected, if you turned your TV to the black and white picture setting and remove jersey colors, you couldn't tell what QB had thrown the ball, mostly cause all of those highlights looked the same, especially when all three of them were playing against ho-hum college defenses and not the Bamas and LSUs of the world day-in and day-out. But now, the fun begins, because now, Luck, Griffin, and Tannehill will be playing against the Bama and LSUs of the world, because every NFL team in the league has a better defense year in and year out than any of the great college Ds ever has had to offer. I was able to catch Luck and Griffin's QB Camps with Jon Gruden specials on the tele. Like anyone else, I was immensely impressed with Luck. I went in with the mindset and intent of trying to pick apart anything I could when I was watching these shows. With Luck, I thought he was a little too happy-go-lucky at the beginning, but as soon as the talk switched to football language, Luck jumped in feet first. Griffin, on the other hand, has always carried himself like he has something to prove. Anytime you hear Griffin talk, he's talking about how hard he has to keep working, how hard he needs to now work, that nothing can be taken for granted or nothing comes easily. Luck really sounds like the next Peyton Manning with how he speaks, football all the time, nothing else. There is nothing outside the field that phases Luck in the slightest, as his mind is always pointed and focused on what takes place inside the lines. Luck could have been drafted first or one-hundred and first and would have came into training camp with the same attitude and demeanor. Griffin sounds like Tom Brady constantly reinforcing the message and idea that he needs practice in order to come as close to perfection as he can, from practice habbits to film study habbits to something almost irrelevant like sleep habbits. Whereas Brady has been able to hark back to the fact that 198 other people were drafted ahead of him and used that as a fiery motivation, Griffin has only needed the number 1 to fuel his fire. That being, that he expects to be the best, but there was someone else drafted ahead of him. You could tell this with how he could never really label himself as the number two pick in the draft, constantly saying that there were two number one picks in this draft, never able to come to terms that he wasn't picked first as in first overall. For reference, Newton has always sounded like the premier businessman, almost a football player in jest, someone's whose brand and image would fit much better in the NBA than the NFL. I had been wary of Griffin's prospects as a professional quarterback up until earlier today, when during NFL Live I caught yet another Griffin interview and tried to analyze it like a ghost hunter searching for any type of sign, overanalyzing the pitch and tone just like a ghost hunter would analyze a creak in the floorboards. All in all, I gave in, and allowed myself to become impressed with how Griffin carried himself. I tried my best play Devil's advocate, to buck the trend of analysts falling in love with a player, because it is amazingly easy to say that the first or second overall pick in a draft is goign to ba amazing, and not so easy to say that the player is going to bust. With JaMarcus Russell and Matt Leinart it was pretty easy, much like it was pretty easy for me with Cam Newton, Andrew Luck, and Ben Roethlisberger (I always credit my first big faux-football evaluator moment as being Roethlisberg's success in the NFL. Sophomore year of high school I wrote in my journal during creative writing during free-write that I thought the Cardinals should draft Roethlisberger in the draft they drafted Fitzgerald. Two Super Bowl victories in three appearances and I feel very vindicated by how well I can judge talent). The verdict is still out for Tannehill. I have barely heard him speak a word, and I don't think he's going to make it in the NFL. But, time will tell, and I may talk myself into him just by listening to him talk.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

The New Free Agency: Individual Agency

July 8th, 2010, around 6ish, I think, might have been 5, I sped home from my job at the airport and got to a TV as quick as I could. Why? Because that was the date LeBron made his infamous Decision. You could also say Chris Bosh to a lesser extent, but it's not like he's the most talented basketball player in the world. Since that day, it reshaped everyone's beliefs in what it means to be a “free agent.” Yes, LeBron wasn't the first big-name superstar to switch teams to a more attractive city, a better market, and better running mates. Shoot, Amare left Phoenix for New York that same summer. But the way that LeBron switched teams, it signaled a new era for free agency in the NBA, an era of individual agency.

Case in point: flash-forward, or fast-forward whichever you prefer, to Carmelo Anthony. It was apparent that Carmelo wanted to go to New York to join Amare. New York, thanks to gutting their cap room in an attempt to get LeBron, had the money to sign Carmelo. Of course, Carmelo could have played out the season with Denver and signed with New York in the summer, but it was also apparent that the NBA would go through a damaging lockout that would change the way player contracts are written up. If Carmelo got traded during the season, he could sign an extension under the old way that basketball superstars got paid. Carmelo had no clue how much money he could lose if he waited around and signed in the off season as a free agent. So, in a way, he held Denver hostage, loosely demanding a trade to New York by way of claiming the Knicks would be the only team he would sign an extension with. Carmelo forced Denver's hand, because everyone knew he was gonna bolt. Denver didn't want to end up like Cleveland either, tensely waiting, hoping, and praying that Carmelo would stay around, only to be spurned at the last second for a more attractive city and a better running mate.

Answer: The first order of business once the locks came off NBA compounds. Question: What is The Chris Paul Trade Alex? To quote Jules Winfield, “Correctomundo!” The Hornets, or more realistically David Stern, obviously monitored the Cleveland/LeBron fiasco and was powerless to the Carmelo/Denver/New York love triangle. Stern, who if you don't know by now runs the Hornets, no matter what anyone says, was in the same exact situation as Denver: young stud who had a year till free agency, or more importantly, individual agency. The rumor mill sounded eerily similar to Carmelo and Denver. “He will only sign an extension for a certain team.” “We want this guy but don't want to gut our roster to get him.” “Once free agency rolls around he's gonna bolt anyway.” New York caved and shipped away a ton of talent to acquire Carmelo, headlined by Timofey Mozgov. Well, maybe not headlined by Mozgov, but New York was so adamant about keeping him around. Say what you want about the Laker trade, but it didn't happen. More importantly, Paul gets shipped from one team and one city to, and stop me when this sounds similar, a more attractive city and a better running mate. New Orleans and the Clippers were then in the same situation as Denver and New York. Well, Paul's gonna bolt in the off season anyway, let's get what we can for him. Well, wait now, let's call this team's bluff and wait it out to get the best deal possible, cause they'll cave eventually. New York caved with Denver. LA caved with New Orleans. It's worked out with Denver so far, and time will only tell how New Orleans did with the trade.

And now, yes, stop me when this sounds familiar, but we have one Dwight Howard. Same situation as Anthony and Paul, only Orlando's thinking is more on par with Cleveland's. For whatever reason, Orlando thinks they can keep him, and Dwight's nice guy persona only pushes that thinking even further. Dwight doesn't want to made out like what LeBron has turned in to: The bad-guy. Dwight will sit back and smile and claim he wants to stay in Orlando, but he wants to go to a winner. Basically Dwight just wants someone to carry the offensive load. Orlando has even copied the Cleveland blueprint for trying to entice the star to stay: Let's actively bring in these guys and make these moves to show Dwight we are serious about building a winner with Dwight at the centerpiece. How did that work out for Cleveland?

Carmelo had his wish list, which was New York. Paul had his wish list that wasn't as evident as Carmelo's, but there were only a few places that Paul would realistically sign an extension with. Same thing with Dwight” Brooklyn, Lakers, and now the Clippers. The Warriors have even floated out potentially trading for Dwight as a rental for the season and hope he likes it in the Bay Area.

What does it all mean? Players understand how the league works. Being a free agent doesn't mean they are free to sign with any team they want. There's a thing called a salary cap. Ever so often, the stars will align perfectly and a team like Miami or New York can throw a season away, gutting their roster and cap space and sign two, three big name guys. That doesn't happen often. Could the Clippers have signed Chris Paul this off season? Maybe, potentially, but they would have made a few little moves to clear up some money. Can the Clippers or Lakers sign Dwight this off season? No chance. Brooklyn appears to be the only team that Dwight would want to go to that has the space to sign him. I haven't perused the potential cap room of teams for this summer lately, but Dwight's choices are limited, much like Carmelo's, much like Paul's.

Teams are rarely made through free agency in sports. The draft and trades are what make teams, because unless you gut your roster for a year, only a few teams realistically have cap space. For whatever reason, players are just now figuring this out. These players are finally realizing that to get what they want, or to put it another way play where they want, they're going to have to spurn some fans and any image they've created. Players know they're going to have to take their own careers into their own hands. Carmelo wanted to play in New York, he put the pressure on Denver to trade him to New York. Paul wanted to go to a “sexy” city, you hear the whispers about him only signing an extension with certain teams. Dwight doesn't want to stay in Orlando, he's adding teams to his “wish list” of desired places to go. LeBron paved the way for all of this. He went out on national television and let it be known he was taking his talents to where he wanted to play and play with who he wanted to play with. If he wanted the best place to win, he would have picked Chicago. If he cared about image he would have stayed with Cleveland. He wanted to play in Miami with Wade and Bosh. So, he signed there because he had the individual agency to do so.

Cleveland also provided a blue print for what happens to teams who get spurned by the star player. It's not like this is the first team that's ever had a star player bolt in free agency, and they won't be the last, but thanks to LeBron and The Decision, it came to hurt Cleveland more than anything. Denver didn't want to become like Cleveland and have Carmelo bolt. New Orleans and Orlando don't want to be like Cleveland and have their stars bolt. Everyone just seemed to feel sad for Cleveland, and it was more pity than anything. You didn't feel that when Shaq left Orlando all those years ago did you? Did you feel it when Amare left Phoenix? But because LeBron made his decision on national television, with everyone powerless as to where he was going to sign, and announced it live on TV, everyone in Cleveland felt like they just got drop kicked in the stomach. People were burning LeBron James' jerseys for crying out loud. As monumental and once-in-a-lifetime type of happening, Denver didn't want that fallout, so they traded their superstar. New Orleans didn't want that fallout, they traded their superstar. As unlikely as that same fallout would have even been for those two cities, they didn't want to be like Cleveland.

This leaves Dwight Howard, and many other high-level players in the last year of their respective contracts. The blueprint has been created for players to play where they want to play. Just create a “wish list,” let your current employer know you will be switching teams regardless, and say “Hey, I'm leaving, but if you want to get something in return, these are places I'd like to get traded to. It's been fun.” Fun indeed, because trades only open the possibility for the rumor mill to really get swirling, a rumor mill that will slowly heat up as more players realize they have a choice to play where they want to.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Quit Idolizing Sports Figures

Quit idolizing sports figures, stars athletes, anyone involved in sport as if they are this mythological creature who only serve the purpose to allow people to live through their childhood dreams. I've idolized sports figure, sure. Three of them in totality: Michael Jordan, Kevin Garnett, and Tony Dungy. That's it. Those all came when I was 8-12 years old, you know, a kid. Athletics are designed to entertain. Athletes do not serve any other purpose once they step off that field or court. I do not get at all this 'drama' surrounding Joe Paterno. If this guy was a cop or dentist or a car dealer nobody would care about him, and this story would be a blip on a local news channel. But because there is something so pure about the sport of football, that real men are created on this battlefield, and football coaches are gods among mere mortals is ridiculous to even fathom. For the past 5-6 years I've been able to make the distinction between the player/coach that is on the field with the player/coach that is off the field. I admire the athletic beauty of sport which was one of the major reasons why I fell in love with sports in the first place: athletic competition. When I see people on my screen doing amazing things in the realm of sport, I admire those actions and the drive and determination and pure athleticism of those actions, say like MJ in The Flu game. But once these people step off that playing surface, they enter into their own reality, the reality created without any care for the reality that we as fans wish is true. I love Michael Jordan the basketball player. I do not want to meet Michael Jordan the person, because I've heard some pretty damaging stories about MJ the person. Same goes for Kevin Garnett. Why is it that in sports, we get so connected to these images that we create of these people who we will never meet in real life, and then feel let down when they don't live up to that image? Funny thing is, I want to be a coach. That isn't a hypocritical statement at all, and if you think it is all I gotta say is stop being dumb. I am not interested in gaining fans, I am interested in teaching people the games that I have grown to love, that being basketball, football, or track. The relationships and bonds that I formed with my coaches in high school are relationships that shaped me as a person, in the exact same mold the relationships that I have been fortunate to make with teachers throughout my life from grade school to college. That's the thing, I was personally affected by someone because I knew them, not because of what I thought I knew through a TV screen or radio speakers.

Going back to this whole Joe Paterno debacle, if this were me or you in this same exact situation, I don't care about anything else besides the welfare of the children involved. Why is it that what is getting lost in all of this is the ACTUAL victims? Does anyone care about these people? Or is it because this dude won a whole bunch of football games he deserves to ride out on some white horse on his own terms? This isn't about Joe Paterno, this isn't about Penn St, this isn't about anything other than the victims of this heinous crime. There's a reason why child rapists get worked ten times over in prison; it is the worst possible thing that can be done on the face of this Earth, point, blank, period. I have no sympathy for anyone involved who knew about what was going down, or even who caught a whiff of what was going down and didn't do anything about it. In this situation, when we are talking about child molestation and child rape, anyone who knew something and then who didn't do everything humanly possible to make sure the person doing the actions is placed in handcuffs on the way to jail deserves to get raked over the coals. Joe Paterno doesn't deserve anything other than living the rest of his life knowing that they were what, something like 8 kids all around the age of ten-years-old that were being molested and raped by a coach on his staff, and he didn't do anything to protect those children and stop what was happening.

Title dictates behavior, and if you want to be a head coach in any setting you gotta be ready to deal with a helluvalot more than showing up 5 minutes before practices and games. How young were we when we started playing ball? 4? 5? How many times did our parents drop us off at a practice throughout our entire lives? It ain't about my kid wants to play baseball or football, here ya go, it's I'm putting my trust into you, as the head coach of this team my kid plays on, to watch after my son, my daughter. There's a lot more responsibilities that come with being a head coach in any form, it just ain't about picking kids to run around on a field for awhile while a ball bounces. These responsibilities seem to only get mentioned whenever people see fit to implement the argument. Why is it that when Pete Carroll or Jim Tressel got busted, for things they knew or didn't know, that the blame game was placed directly on their shoulders? Lack of institutional control. But yet, because it is this guy, Joe Paterno, who seemed to be this pure, golden figure, it's different, because people do not want to have to tear down the image that they have built up over their entire lives because someone who 99% of people haven't met and only know in the context of football coach did something bad. Grow up. Life isn't all about sports. You want to idolize someone idolize your parents, grandparents, aunts, and uncles. The idols in my life are my parents, grandparents, and all of my aunts and uncles, especially the ones who raised me when shit got bad. I wasn't asking Tony Dungy or Jon Gruden or Phil Jackson to be my idol and raise me cause I thought the dudes coached a sport pretty damn good.

Biggest thing I can say is this: there is nothing larger than life. Sports are not larger than life. Jobs are not larger than life, families, friends, whatever, there is nothing larger than life. Stop making people within sports larger than life personas. There are plenty of arguments that can be made, like Paterno was "just following the law for what he was supposed to do". Some laws in life are just screwed up; there's a reason why O.J. Simpson didn't go to jail for murder. I don't want to make it sound like I am talking directly to Paterno, but you are not above life, Mr. Paterno. Your place, your legacy, your job, those are not larger than life. There are certain situations where I can understand where you don't want to break rank and file, but we are talking about you having the knowledge that one of your assistants is having sex with a ten-year-old boy in a shower at your practice facility and you did not do anything other than follow this "rank and file" order. The ball is going to get rolling. There are already new reports this morning about how this scumbag, and I'm not even going to give him the honor to even refer to him by name, pimped out these kids, these kids who were already at-risk who needed somebody to watch over and take care of them, that this dirtball pimped out kids to rich donors. This isn't about having a moral obligation or a social obligation or whatever, this is about having the obligation to protect these children in any way possible, not just by following "rank and file". Instead, the brand of Penn St football was protected, the brand of Joe Paterno.

Let me ask you this: If you believe Paterno is not in the wrong here, that he followed what he had to do, where is the line drawn then? Where do we draw the line as a society if it isn't at at-risk children getting molested, raped, and pimped out? To quote Bomani Jones, and he was talking about paying college athletes when he said this but it is applicable in this situation, "If you do not agree with me you are wrong".

Friday, October 14, 2011

Maxwell

Chapter 1

There once came a time throughout Greece when all the Greek Gods were persecuted for their wrongs against mortal life forms. To save time in the story, generations after generations had passed throughout Greece, and the country fell to the supreme dictator known as Thanos Fotopoulos. Thanos was a direct descendant of Zeus himself, but neither Zeus nor Thanos acknowledge this claim.

Thanos rose to power shortly after the 4th Trojan War in which the city of Troy finally conquered the Greeks and reclaimed their city. It was in this war that Thanos was left to die by his Greek allies. You see, even though Thanos was part Greek God, he didn't exhibit any of the characteristics or powers that a natural Greek God or Goddess would. For this, he was ridiculed by the Gods. Of course, he never noticed it; Thanos loved every second of living amongst the gods.

The one power that Thanos did have was his love for invention. Because he seemingly didn't have any special powers, Thanos spent most of his free time inventing new gadgets that enabled him to simulate his own special powers. While he couldn't conjure up a storm like Poseidon or shoot off lightning bolts like Zeus from his own free will, he had the toys at his disposal that did the same exact thing.

The Greeks ridiculed him for this. They never took him or his inventions seriously. Thanos turned into the god that the other gods turned to whenever something needed to be done. Whenever one god had an errand they had to run that they didn't want to, they turned to Thanos to do this. Thanos never rejected; he felt as though this made him feel like one of the gods and that he was respected for having to do so many of these meaningless tasks.

It wasn't until this 4th Trojan War that Thanos fully realized that he was the whipping-boy of the gods. There came a time on the battlefield when Thanos was severely wounded. Both of his legs were shot off with a cannonball. As he cried out in pain, he noticed both Ares and Aphrodite, who both fell back into favor with the gods after the 2nd Trojan War, pass by his mangled body. He shrieked out to them, “Brother! Sister! Please help me! Take me back to Zeus where I can be mended! Can't you see that your brother is in anguish?”

With this, Ares looked at Aphrodite and merely said, “Leave him to die. A real god would have never succumbed to this fate.”

But, Thanos didn't die. In fact, he was taken into prison by the Trojans. There in prison he sat for close to a year in which he plotted his revenge. First, Thanos was able to gain favor with the Trojans by defecting to their side. Three engineers mechanically grafted new legs for him. He then created a new gadget that made him invisible, allowing him to sneak back to Mount Olympus to retrieve all of the other gadgets he had made over the years. With these gadgets, he was able to create powerful gods out of mortal men. Thanos easily became the Trojan leader and vanquished the gods. His most powerful gadget that he created was one that rendered the gods to that of their mortal counterparts. Once a god was caught in this powerful ray, his powers ceased to function. Thanos easily made the gods surrender.

After the gods surrendered, Thanos stormed Mount Olympus. He destroyed everything that once stood and created his own fortress. One of the features of this fortress was its very own Greek God prison, a prison that rendered the person motionless. It was there he sent all of the gods and goddesses that had turned their back on him. They were cursed to stay in this prison for all eternity, not able to move or speak, only left with their thoughts.

Thanos' second order of business was to condemn anyone who had any ties to the Greek Gods. He pillaged throughout the lands, persecuting anyone who had allegiances with the Gods. His message was clear, “Worship me, or face the same fate as the gods. The only difference is your mortality is certain; you will die at some point. So if you want to live a meaningful existence, you will accept me as your true god.”

Thanos’ reign of terror lasted for about five years until he was satisfied with his position of power. There came a time when he grew tired of ravishing the country side, and he retired back to Mount Olympus to bask in his own glory for destroying the Greek Gods once and for all.

Chapter 2

It was about this same time that a young man was coming of age in Greece. He held the same special quality that Thanos had; he was a direct descendant of Zeus. He was born a few years before the start of the 4th Trojan War, and though he wanted to fight in it, he was too young at the time. This young man was known as Maxwell. He was 19 years of age and had just completed his apprenticeship as a blacksmith. There was something special about Maxwell’s craft of blacksmithing; he had this special silver hammer that he used that gave each of his creations an inordinate amount of power. He had always been able to create the strongest swords that could cut through seemingly any material. He created the sturdiest structures that were used throughout Greece.

Maxwell and his family lived outside of Greece in the forest in a small town. Because of this town’s small size and its hidden location, Thanos quickly dismissed it as any type of threat. Maxwell’s mother worked as a caretaker and Maxwell’s father worked as a carpenter. They really weren’t affected by Thanos’ reign of terror; everyone in the small village of about fifty people lived peacefully before and after Thanos took over.

But something strange happened to Maxwell one night. As he was returning home after a full day’s work, he had a vision. He saw Thanos and he saw the gods captured in his prison. He saw Thanos slaughter off each and every one of the gods with a special sword that Thanos invented that was able to pierce through the god’s invincibility. Maxwell felt weird afterward. He witnessed the killings almost as if he was there personally. It wasn’t like in the dreams he had, it was almost as if he was transported spiritually to act as a spectator. After the vision ended, he walked a few steps as he familiarized himself with his surroundings. After these few steps, he had another vision. It was Zeus, chained by some sort of force field. Lasers bound his arms and feet, and Thanos was maniacally whipping Zeus’ back with this weird whip made up this elastic, laser material. Maxwell then heard Zeus speak directly to him. It wasn’t as if he was dreaming at all now. Maxwell was there, next to Zeus. He could feel Zeus’ pain. He could hear the whip slashing his back. He could smell the burnt flesh that Thanos’ whip pierced. He stared deep into Zeus’ eyes, the most painful eyes Maxwell has ever seen. He heard Zeus call to him, “Help. Help us please.”

With those words Maxwell shook back to reality. He found himself on the floor of the forest, drenched in sweat.

Now, Maxwell knew all about how Thanos bound the Gods. At first, he and his family, as well as the rest of the villagers, were frightened. One night, from their huts they could see Thanos and his massive army fly overhead. The village shut out every light as not to be noticed. They really didn't have to worry anyway, Thanos had already set his sights on the massive city of Greece and the shadow that fell over the tiny village created total blackness. You couldn't see your hand five inches in front of your face.

Since then, the village had lived in relative peace. No one paid much attention to it, and after a few circulations around fancier cities, no one came to know the true origins of Maxwell's work. That was quite fine with Maxwell, he didn't want the fame or notoriety that came with his great creations that he credited to his silver hammer; he was happier than anybody working in the tiny village. So it came with a great mixture of emotions to Maxwell when he had these visions. He stood up, shook himself off and slowly wandered home.

When he got home, his parents felt that something was off. Maxwell just said that he was tired and that he had a longer day than usual. He quickly ate his supper then retired to his bed. Of course, it took him hours to fall asleep. He had no idea what to make of his vision. It felt so real. Then it just disappeared. After what seemed like forever, his exhaustion consumed him and he fell asleep.

During this sleep, Maxwell had yet another vision. He was back in the dungeons underneath Mount Olympus. Zeus was staring dead into his eyes. After Zeus let out another cry for help, he heard Thanos bellow at him, “You!”

Not only did that bellow send shivers down Maxwell's spine, the shivers were strong enough to wake him from his sleep. His ears were still ringing from the chilling yell of Thanos. Now he was more than just scared, he was fearful for his life. Maxwell sat in bed half hoping that another vision came to him, half hoping that he could shrink underneath the covers to his bed and vanish forever. He looked out his window, and he could tell what time it was. Daylight had just broke through the forest trees, and it was just about time for him to greet the day. He got out of bed, put on his work clothes and washed up a bit. He ate his breakfast hastily and hoped to get to his shop in the quickest way possible. He was lucky when he had his first vision, at the time he was walking home most everyone in the village were already home. Maxwell usually works later than the rest of the villagers, especially when he gets swept up in his work. He also had the darkness shield him when he fainted. He didn't want the embarassment of talking to someone on the street and having a vision.

Thankfully, he made it to his shop. He was protected inside his walls, as normally the only person to talk to him throughout the day was the mail carrier, but the mail carrier only came once a week to pick up works that Maxwell had made for those in the city and to bring requests of structures from people in the city for Maxwell to make. This usually came on Friday, but today was Tuesday and Maxwell expected no visitors. He even made sure to lock the shop up entirely just in case.

It took Maxwell a little while but as soon as he picked up his silver hammer and started working he almost forgot about the visions that he had. It wasn't until he stopped for just a moment to wipe some sweat off of his brow that he felt those old feelings suddenly shape up. This vision, like the last few, started right where the last one left off. Thanos' bellow was still reverberating off of the dungeon walls. He barely had enough time to respond when Thanos snapped his whip in his direction. Without thinking, Maxwell thrust his arm up to block the whip. To his surprise, he had his silver hammer in hand, and as he thrust the hammer up to shield himself, the whip met the front end of the hammer.

When the whip and hammer met, it created a huge spark and blinded Maxwell. If that wasn't enough, Maxwell felt the worst pain in his life shoot from his fingertips to his hand and down through his arm, up to this shoulder and into his chest. He withered in pain, falling to the ground and clutched his arm to his chest with his other arm. He lied there in fear, as he knew any moment Thanos' shadow would soon encompass him. He waited for his inevitable death, but it never came. Though still in pain, he looked up, and noticed Thanos in the same pain that he was in. Whatever caused that spark, it must have ailed both of the men equally.

Maxwell turned over onto his knees and tried to push himself up with his uninjured arm. To his surprise, when he stood up he was back in his shop. He tried moving the arm that swung up to meet Thanos' whip. Streaks of pain shot up and down it before he clutched it back to his chest. “This wasn't just a vision,” Maxwell thought to himself, “this is real. This pain is real. Whatever is happening to me is real.” With that, Maxwell grabbed his hammer and his pack and took off for home.

Chapter 3

Woefully for Maxwell, he wasn't the only one who had seen these visions. At this exact moment miles and miles away, Thanos lay on the stone floor of his imperial fortress. With his eyes gleamed in wrath and his face deep red in anger, he hollered loud enough for everyone in the palace to him, spraying saliva and snot all over the floor a few inches in front of him. “Get me my chariot!”

Thanos had no clue where it exactly was he was going to go, but he had the same reaction that Maxwell had had. He first thought it was a play that Zeus was using to try to trick him, but Thanos had no idea what trick Zeus would have even been playing. It wasn't until this last vision that Thanos took action. He fetched some of his inventions and grabbed a few men to create a small army to accompany him on this new journey. Thanos swept through the countryside. At first, he didn't really know what it was he was searching for, but an idea came to him. He knew exactly what this person looked like that he saw in his visions. Just as it was for Maxwell, Thanos' vision came in first-person form. He remembers exactly what the young man looked like that was standing in his prison watching him whip Zeus. He quickly had two of his minions draw up a “Wanted” poster, and he quickly invented a new tool that replicated the poster thousands and thousands of times. He sent out his entire army to different cities throughout the land to post these pictures. “Wherever this kid is, he can't run far,” Thanos thought to himself.

While Maxwell didn't run that far, he did run for a ways before he came to a cliff that overlooked either a lake or an ocean. Maxwell wasn't too sure, but nevertheless he ascended down the cliff into an opening and made shelter in the cave.

What felt like an eternity passed, and Maxwell felt as though he should at least stick his head out into the open and get some fresh air. For whatever reason, Maxwell had always been able to go long periods without food or water. He didn't even feel that hungry or tired now that he thought about it. He slowly crept to the opening of the cave. He got to the last part that the sunlight could touch and carefully stared out into the distance. He could almost taste the salt on his tongue from the sea below. Everything looked peaceful, and so Maxwell walked out into the open light.

Not a split second could pass before he was snatched and was flung up into the sky. He couldn't make anything out, everything was moving so fast, but he could feel something latched onto his shoulders as if they were eagle claws holding him as prey. Just as abruptly as he was taken, the flight stopped. He looked down and could see he was floating above a cloud. He felt the grip relax on his shoulders, and he fearfully tried to grab up not wanting to fall back down to Earth. He wasn't able to get a good enough grasp, and he fell.

He didn't fall too far though, as he bounced right on top of the cloud he was hovering. He looked around for a moment, and then looked up to finally see what it was that had grabbed him. To his surprise, it was a woman. At least that's what Maxwell could make out. His first thoughts were that this person was from another planet. She had on some sort of glasses that reflected out tiny square and triangle shapes that came in all different colors that appeared to be reaching out at Maxwell. Aside from the glasses, she was draped in different cloths that almost did the same thing as the glasses. It was as if she was made of glass or porcelain and these colors bounced off of her. She had long, flowing blond hair and for a moment it was if she and Maxwell had made eye contact. Suddenly, something startled her, and her head perked up violently first left, then right, and she grabbed Maxwell again and off they went just as they had came.

They stopped again a few moments later. This time they were sitting in a boat on a river. Tall trees shielded them from above, and Maxwell couldn't look in any direction without getting lost in the trees. He looked out to his left and his right, and all he could see was the forest. He looked back behind him and in front of him, but the river curved around a bend behind him, and the trees shadowed whatever lay ahead.

“Hello? Excuse me could you please answer?” the ladies voice brought Maxwell back to where he was.

“Oh, sorry about that,” Maxwell sheepishly replied.

“Anyway, like I was saying, my name is Lucy. Don't ask about how I found you, we don't have enough time for that. What's important is that you've got some sort of mark on you that Thanos can track. I'm not sure what it is, probably one of his inventions, but whatever it is he can track you and find you within minutes. That's why we've got to be moving so swiftly. It's actually feeling as though we should get going again.”

And with that, Lucy grabbed Maxwell by the shoulders yet again and flew away to another place. This time they were in a field with daisies and flowers all around them. Before Maxwell had a chance to catch his breath, Lucy continued on with her story.

“See, after Thanos spent fruitless hours searching for you throughout Greece and Troy and whatever cities he could think of, he just decided to create a device to find you. At first, it didn't work at all. That's because Thanos only thinks big. He's too preoccupied with taking control of these big cities. That's why he didn't notice your tiny village outside of Greece just like he didn't notice any other small village. He doesn't care about these villages because he only thinks big. He wants to be known in these famous, huge cities. He wants to rule these cities.”

And with that, Lucy grabbed him again and they flew away to another place. They landed on a bridge this time in a forest similar to that of when they landed in the boat. Horses were down by the shores drinking water and chewing on hay. Lucy didn't waste a second continuing on with her story.

“So after he interrogated what seemed like everybody in any big city, he finally caught a break. Well, I guess you could say that. Anyway he found your mailman that came to your shop to deliver your mail and collect the finished projects you had completed. Well, it didn't take Thanos long before he found out about your village. It's not as if he killed or destroyed anything, but your shops gone.”

And with that last word, Lucy grabbed Maxwell by the collar and off they went. They landed in a place that seemed accidental. They were sitting in what looked like a train station, and it's as if they came through a window. As soon as they landed, three members of Thanos' army spotted them and yelled in their direction.

“Oh no! Here, hurry! Take these and put them on. When you do think of any place you want to go to and you'll be taken there!” Lucy shrieked out at Maxwell and thrust her glasses in his direction. As soon as she took the glasses off, what seemed like sunlight shot out of her eyes filling the entire station. The light blinded everyone and Maxwell tried to shield his eyes with his forearm.

“Hurry! Go! Put them on and go!” Lucy yelled at him.

Before Maxwell could even take his hands off of the glasses as he placed them on his face, he was whisked away. It wasn't really flying, he was stationary, his body was upright and he just kind of flew backward threw the air until he came upon the first place that came to his mind when he put the glasses on. He took the glasses off, let his eyes adjust to the dimness around him and then looked around. He found his pack and his hammer right where he had left it, sitting next to the small fire he had made. He was back in the cave that he spent what seemed to be months. He took a minute to collect himself and to think about all that Lucy had told him. That minute didn't last as long as Maxwell had hoped, for as soon as he sat down on the floor of the cave, he heard voices coming from above.

“Well, I'm not sure what's going on, but according to this map he should be here.”

“We better find him soon. Lord Thanos is going to be here any minute and we're either going to be heroes or the unfortunate two who arrived at the scene first with nothing to show.”

Chapter 4
Maxwell was frozen stiff, not wanting to alert the two soldiers who were standing at the top of cliff. Maxwell was a mere few feet away underneath the cliff, and his little cave was moments away from being discovered. Finally, he found the courage to do something. He took off for his hammer and his sack and he thrust the glasses onto his face. The next thing he knew, he was back in the little boat that he had come to what seemed like hours before. He couldn't think, couldn't move, hardly could even breathe. He did know one thing: he couldn't spend the rest of his life having to think of a new place to run to every other minute.

Even though that is what Maxwell did for the next half hour or so, popping up in about twenty different places, an idea finally came to him. He transported himself one final time to the first place Lucy had taken him to, on top of a cloud. He felt that he had enough time hiding up here to phrase his next destination perfectly before Thanos would reach him. He took off the glasses and began to think.

Finally, after about five minutes, he placed the glasses back on his face. To make sure he got the words right, he said them out loud just as how he had practiced over and over again in his head: “Take me to the one place in this world where Thanos would never find me,”

As soon as the last word escaped his mouth, he was flung again into the air. He traveled for longer than any of the previous times combined. As opposed to the other times, he didn't flow in a straight line either. He would move straight forward for a few moments, shoot left for a while, fly straight again, shoot right, and so on. After wondering if he would ever stop, his flight started to slow. This was odd, he thought. Besides usually flying in a straight line, he normally went the same exact speed until he reached his destination. This time, he floated down over a tiny village much like his own. This village wasn't shrouded with trees though; he could make out tiny structures that soon became tiny buildings. As he got closer and closer he could even make out tiny people. He expected to go right into the middle of the village, but his flight took him past that village and to the outskirts where a tiny wooden house stood.

He fluttered right down on the front doorstep of the house. He wasn't really sure what else to do. He looked around to take in his new surroundings, and, without even thinking about it, finally just knocked on the front door.

An older woman answered. She wore at least two layers of loose fitting clothing looking as though she was trying to stay warm. A wool shawl draped over her head and around her shoulders, hanging to her midsection. A pair of reading glasses hung around her neck down to her breast. She stood in the doorway, looking slightly confused until as if a light bulb went off in her head. A thin smile spread across her face and she lovingly said, “Maxwell! Welcome home!”

Before Maxwell could show any sense of surprise or bewilderment, the lady reached out for him with one arm and wrapped it around his shoulders. She pulled him into the house and took him over to a chair and motioned for him to sit down.

“Get yourself comfortable while I go put on some tea. I'm sure you're here for one reason only and it's going to take a while to explain it all to you,” the lady said as she limped off into the kitchen.

“Um, do you, uh, need any help with anything?” Maxwell replied after her.

“Now you don't worry about me. These old bones can handle walking into the kitchen and making a pot of tea. I've done it twice today and it's not going to hurt to do it one more time.”

Maxwell sank back into his chair that was cushioned from head to foot. He nervously sat and waited as the woman banged around in the kitchen. She came back out to the living room after she put the tea on the stove. She fell back into her chair, and stared over at Maxwell. A few moments passed before a smile fell over her face and she placed a hand over her mouth and looked down embarrassed.

“I'm sorry if I'm acting a little weird here, it's just been so long since I've seen you. You must be what, 19, 20 years now?”

“Yes, er, I'm 19 years old.”
“Yeah, I figured that. Anyway, I knew this day would finally come. Especially after that last war and everything that has happened since then. Anyway, where do you want me to start?”

“Well, I guess at the beginning?”

“Alrighty. Well, oh, hold on really fast the tea's done.”

The woman pushed herself up off of her chair and waddled back into the kitchen. A few minutes passed and she returned with a tray holding a large teapot with two glasses, two spoons and a small bowl of sugar placed around it. The woman set it down on a coffee table and poured her and Maxwell a glass. She asked him if he wanted any sugar, scooped two spoonfuls in and handed him his glass.

“Alright. Well, I guess there really isn't any stalling left that can be done. Maxwell,” and with that last word, she paused for a moment, let out a sigh and drew a large breath. “Maxwell, I'm your grandmother.”

Maxwell sat in silence. He wasn't really stunned or surprised. In fact, he didn't really show any emotion whatsoever. Ever since he had his first vision nothing really surprised him anymore.

“Sorry, please go on,” Maxwell said as the woman waited for a response. He looked in intently this time and waited patiently for her next words. He couldn't really think of anything. He had known his grandparents from his mother's side of the family, but all he could remember about his father's side was that they had died years ago when he was young.

“Well, you see, here's where you basically half to forget everything that you have come to know as true in your life. I'm your grandmother. So now you’re probably thinking who it was that I gave birth to, your mother or your father. Truth is I didn't birth either of them. Who I did birth was your real mother. See, you are adopted, and your parents are not your real parents. Your real father is Telephos, son of Heracles. Your mother is my daughter, Penny. And you should probably know this before I get any deeper into the story, but you have a brother as well. His name is Thanos.”


Chapter 5

Maxwell’s grip on his teacup loosened and it fell out of his hand, falling to the carpet and spilling everywhere. He had thought he was ready for any type of new excitement and surprises, but this capped everything. It felt as though someone had taken his silver hammer and rammed it into his stomach. He felt sick, nauseated, distressed and felt as though he was about to cry. Underneath all of that, the previous words the woman had told him really started to sink in. He really couldn’t believe it, but he had no other choice. Maxwell couldn’t reach for the words to even begin an argument. He always felt out of place in his family; his father stood no higher than five feet and five inches off the ground while wearing his work boots and his mother barely made it to five feet. Maxwell stood six feet and three inches, weighing well over 220 pounds. He credited this to his blacksmithing. He thought all those years working in such a grueling position added to his body mass. I mean, he at least looked the part of a Greek god. But how could it be so?

Before Maxwell got lost in too much thought, he was brought back down to Earth once again by the woman’s voice .She had just finished cleaning up Maxwell’s accident and he had just realized he had been frozen like a statue. He didn’t even remember the woman giving him a napkin to clean himself off with.

“I might as well continue this tale, and I know it’s a lot to take it but it must be told. Anyway, a long time ago, Telephos had to go on a journey. His son, I guess you could say your half-brother, was killed in a battle halfway across the ocean. Telephos wanted revenge, and that’s another story within itself. Anyway, on his journey, Telephos came upon this area. Back then, there were huge trolls that lived in the hills that can be seen from my corner window. Thrice a year, the trolls wandered down from the hills to feast. Every time the trolls came down, we either had to hide or leave the area as not to be eaten. This went on for about four years; nobody in the village is really sure why the trolls came to these parts, some think it was because of a war that they lost against another group of giants and they were forced to relocate. This village used to be much bigger, but the first time the trolls came they destroyed most of it. We really didn’t have anywhere else to go, and so we just rebuilt, hoping that it was just a onetime occurrence. Of course it wasn’t, but at least this time we had built a bunker underneath the village to hide us from their attack.”

She paused for a moment to take a sip from her tea before continuing. “Like I said, this went on for about four years; I can remember eleven total times the trolls came down. It was then that Telephos had wandered across our village. He stopped for the night and as luck would have it, as we had predicted from the previous times the trolls had come; they were due to attack in less than two weeks. We told Telephos about our burden, and he agreed to slay the trolls for us. He stayed in the village for about three days before he set off into the hills to face these demons with this great hammer that he possessed. A day passed. Then the days turned into a week, and the weeks turned into a month. Telephos had never returned, but neither did the Trolls. It wasn’t until my daughter, Penelope, went out into the forest one day to pick some berries, apples and things like that. On her own journey, she came across this figure lying on the ground. She thought it might have been some sort of dead animal, but as she crept closer and closer, she realized it was a man. Well, it wasn’t just any man, mind you. It was the god Telephos. He was wounded pretty badly and it’s amazing that he had survived for so long. Of course, being the son of Heracles and part mortal himself, Telephos doesn’t exhibit all of the characteristics of a true god, much like yourself and your brother.”

The woman paused again this time, stood up and went into the kitchen. Maxwell let everything wash over him, and let it sink in as slowly as possible. The woman soon returned with another pot of tea. She sat in the kitchen the entire time the tea was brewing. She brought the tea out in the same fashion as last time, handing Maxwell his cup before she sat down.

“This time, try not to spill it.” She mockingly said. “Anyway, she brought him here at once to mend. Telephos stayed here for about two months before he was feeling like his old self again. As fate would have it, the two slowly fell in love with each other. Not to get into too specific of details, but my daughter became pregnant. Neither realized it, but Telephos soon had to leave. He had to continue on his journey. After his journey, he almost completely forgot about our tiny village and what he had done and what had happened. Let’s just say it wasn’t the only trouble he faced on his way. According to legend, after he had enacted his revenge for his son’s death, the sun-god Helios helped Telephos back home. He greatly admired Telephos after witnessing most of his journey from his chariot in the sky. He allowed Telephos to use his chariot and gave him a ride back to his home, effectively keeping the sun in the sky for some very awkward hours.”
The woman took some time to pour herself another cup of tea. She looked out of the window for a moment as darkness had slowly crept on the village.

“I better hurry with this or it’s going to be way past my bedtime when I finally get to sleep. Though Telephos didn’t come back through this town, my daughter was still very much pregnant. Well, one night Telephos had a dream the night of his son’s birth. In this dream he basically saw the birth of his son. When he told us later about his dream, it was remarkable. It was almost if he was actually here the entire time because all of the details were just so true. Immediately he set off to come back to this village. Another problem persisted as it always does in these stories, but Telephos couldn’t exactly remember where this village was. He finally got here about two years later. He had found these glasses that had some sort of magical power. They would take you anywhere you wanted to go. Alas, he returned to the village, and lived with us for a few months.”

“As luck would have it, my daughter was pregnant again. Sadly, she died giving birth to that second child. Not to get too far into those details, because I’m not sure I could handle reliving that story again, Telephos had agreed to take one of the sons with him to Mount Olympus. He felt that he would only be allowed to take one back, and that he would have a very hard time explaining that story in itself. So I was left with you. Now, don’t make me out for a bad person, but I couldn’t handle it. All I had in this world was my daughter after my husband had died in the first invasion of the trolls. It was bad enough that I technically wasn’t even married yet. My wedding night was set for the exact night the trolls first stormed into our village and destroyed everything. I was pregnant at the time, and I was in my wedding dress waiting and waiting, all alone.”

The woman’s eyes soon became glassy and tears formed in the linings of her eyes. She blinked a few times to clear them out with a few drops falling down her cheeks and cleared her throat before continuing.

“So, I took you in, but after a few months I couldn’t handle it anymore. I packaged you up in a box and basically shipped you off for whomever to find you. I know, it sounds terrible, and I’ve had to live with that for the past 19 years. Anyway, back to the story as you know what happened to you. Your father, Telephos, died on his trip back to Mount Olympus. I’m not really sure how, but I know that he gave your brother, who had to have been six or so at the time, to Zeus and asked him to take care of the boy. He didn’t tell Zeus anything about his origins or where he had found him; all he told Zeus on his death bed was that your brother was part god. So Zeus took the child in, and although there was nothing to suggest the kid was a god, he had his special ability of mimicry. He was able to create this tools that mimicked the other god’s powers. He soon learned how to invent his own special powers, as we all know, and that is how he was able to overthrow the gods at about the same age you are yourself. Kind of strange how both of your paths is similar; when Thanos was your age his path took him to overthrow the gods and now your path at this age is leading you to rescue the gods.”

Finally, Maxwell understood. He knew what it was he had to do. He understood the visions. Zeus had instructed him to free the gods from their spell.

Before he could continue on with his thought, the poor woman broke out into tears. Sobbingly she stammered out, “The only bad thing is, you were never supposed to even make it this far. See, Zeus knew well about you; he wouldn’t have been Zeus if he didn’t know. He knew where Thanos came from, he knew well about you. And he knew all about your twin sister. Yes, that woman who gave you those glasses and who rescued you from those caves was your twin sister, Lucille. I had to take care of the both of you, and when my feet crumbled underneath me and I couldn’t bear it anymore, I sent you in one direction and her in the other. As if Zeus knew what was coming, he cast out a protective shield over this tiny village. You don’t have to worry about Thanos finding you here, because that spell Zeus cast out has made it impossible for him to find this place. Zeus tried his best to erase Thanos’ memory of his past, and he was able to erase this place, our village. But he wasn’t able to erase his memories completely. Thanos has had visions of me helping you, and he has been trying his best to create an invention to find this place. Thankfully for our village, he couldn’t. So he did the next best thing: he cast a spell over me to kill you.”

Maxwell jumped up, spilling his tea all over the floor yet again. He grabbed for his silver hammer and he held it on in front of him between him and the woman.

“Whatever it is you are going to attempt, save it. You are a frail old woman, and I do not wish to fight you. If your stories are true, then you must be my grandmother, and I am in no way going to harm my family.”

“Don’t worry Maxwell; you won’t have to worry about anything. See, I knew I could never fight you either. My best attempt at killing you was to poison this tea. Luckily, you didn’t drink any of it; you spilled it all on the floor. You don’t have to worry about dying here.”

Maxwell let out a sigh of relief, as he knew he didn’t drink any of the two cups presented to him. He let his guard down and lowered his weapon. Just then he realized, the poor woman had been slowly drinking the tea the entire time!

“Wait, but, you’ve been drinking the tea throughout your story! Do you mean to tell me you have poisoned yourself?” Maxwell asked.

“Yes, Maxwell. I’ve had to bear so many weights in this life. I had to suffer through the death of my husband on our wedding night. I had to suffer through the death of my daughter in childbirth. I had to suffer through sending you and your sister off in two different directions. I had to suffer through all these visions that I’ve been having myself recently, telling me of your journey, your brother’s journey and your sister’s journey. I knew about everything before you entered through that door. I even knew you would land on that doorstep. It took me a minute to recognize you, but you caught me in the middle of a nap. Anyway, to end this misery and not to have to bear the outcomes, I felt as though I should end it myself right here. I’m not sure how much longer I got, but if you please, let me just rest here peacefully. I’m really starting to run out of the strength to continue on with this story. You basically know everything; your journey is to free the gods. Just remember, you…”

The woman started to tale off. Maxwell knew her end was near; he could tell the poison had started to consume her. He knelt beside her, grabbing her hands in his. He tried to plead with her to finish her last sentence, but she couldn’t muster any words. The only thing that could escape her mouth was faint bursts of breaths as she attempted to speak. With one last loving look into Maxwell’s eyes and a weak smile that formed across her face, the woman shut her eyes for good and her body sunk deep into the chair she was resting on.

Tears came to Maxwell’s eyes. He spent the rest of the night mourning the loss of his grandmother, his true grandmother who he had only known for a few hours. He quickly forgave her of any wrongs she may have done. He fully realized the burdens she had to bear throughout her life. The next morning he awoke early and went outside of the small, wooden house and dug her final resting place. Next, he set off to carving a tombstone for her. He searched throughout the house, but all he could find that he could attach to her for a name was Eleanor. He put his silver hammer to work and put all of the sweat and tears he could muster into her tombstone. It really was an incredible sight. Out of normal rocks and stones he found in the forest, he churned out a marvelous work of art. His silver hammer turned the regular stone into beautiful deep purple, blue and grey marble that read ELEANOR across the top. He placed the woman’s body in a makeshift casket that he created from the tree branches and firewood he could find around the house and set the casket down into the grave he had dug. After he buried the casket, he stood for a minute over the grave.

“Such a sad day. This poor, lonely woman, all she has had to endure, and for what? For nobody to come to her funeral?”

With that, he walked away from the grave, wiping the dirt from his hands.


Chapter 6


A few days had passed since Eleanor’s death. Thanos finally ended his search for Maxwell after his specially created map could no longer track him. He tried a few different things in the meantime, waiting for Maxwell in his old village, taking his parents hostage. When Maxwell never returned, Thanos grew irritated and restless. He returned to Mount Olympus to plot his next actions. The only image that kept coming back into his mind was that of him whipping Zeus as Maxwell watched. He could picture the images right in front of his face as he toiled away on his high throne. Thanos replayed the scene in his head. He could feel the glee that he had had while whipping Zeus with his laser-like whip. He could feel the same rage wash over him right in his chair when he saw Maxwell with hammer in tow. After taking a few days himself to relax, he decided to act on his visions.

“This was obviously a vision of the future, and so that is why my efforts were fruitless. This scene will have to play itself out. That is the way it was intended,” Thanos thought to himself. Thus, he grabbed a few supplies and headed down to the dungeons.

The image of the gods frozen in time would have made for a mightier masterpiece than anyone could have penned or sculpted. Thanos, cruel as he was, positioned each god into a different pose that reflected the history of each god. Zeus was positioned as the mighty god that he was, standing tall above others with a shield in one arm and a lightning bolt in the other. Positioned behind Zeus was Hera, beautiful as she was, one arm resting on Zeus’ back with the other arm clutching the arm Zeus held the lightning bolt with at the biceps, seemingly holding him back. In this same fashion, gods and goddesses were all positioned. Poseidon was frozen with his arms outstretched, powerful trident in one hand and the other hand palm up facing the skies. They were at an angle that looked as if he was awakening the seas, raising a ferocious storm. Ares was shown as the fierce war-god that he was. Helios was in his chariot with horses made of fire carrying him. Aphrodite was simply stunning. As luscious as she was in life, she was twice that in her frozen state, suggestively holding pieces of cloth around her top and midsection that looked to be sliding off her gorgeous body.

Thanos stared at his masterpiece. He thought about having an artist or architect come in and create this same image, but it wouldn’t be the same. Nothing could capture the lifelike, vivid validity of the scene. No artist could capture that same pain and anguish that each god expressed in their eyes underneath the way Thanos had specifically contorted each body part to signify each god’s raw, natural presence.

“This Maxwell will receive twice the punishment that I inflict on each god combined for ruining my craftsmanship,” Thanos said out loud before he went to each god individually and bound their hands and feet in a force field like beam. He went to the front of the dungeon and pressed a button on the wall, and each god came to life. Though they could move their extremities and were alive again, they couldn’t move anywhere. The force field Thanos equipped froze them in place.

“You all know why you’re here. You all probably know what’s going to happen. I’m not going to waste my breath on telling you the entire story. No, I’m just going to get started and let history take its course as it should.”

With a quick flick of his wrist, Thanos’ whip unraveled out. He started with those who he deemed more insignificant, working his way up to the more important ones until he got to Zeus. He forced the other gods to watch by freezing their eyelids and heads in place as he lashed out his vengeance. If this was how he and Maxwell were supposed to meet, this is what he must do.

Meanwhile, Maxwell was still contemplating his course of action. One afternoon as he was cutting firewood for the night, his body became stiff. The axe fell from his hand, and his legs began to feel like jelly. His vision turned dark, and the old feelings of being taken away to another place began to return. This wasn’t quite like the visions he had earlier, it didn’t feel quite like he was there; more like an out-of-body experience. He witness Thanos distributing lash after lash to the different gods. He couldn’t hear the whip slicing through the gods’ flesh this time, or hear the screams. After witnessing Thanos whip about four gods and two goddesses, his vision turned black and he returned to his body. He woke from his trance, standing upright as opposed to on the ground again. He paused, gathered the wood he had cut and went inside.

He paced around the living room for quite some time, stopping every now and then to put more wood into the fire he had made. He knew what he had to do. The first vision he had replayed in his mind in the same fashion that it had for Thanos. He saw himself; he saw all that he had with him. There was no great army he was going to round up to fight by his side. All he had in the vision was his silver hammer. He grasped the top of the hammer in his left hand. So smooth, so pure. Maxwell looked closer, realizing for the first time that the name given to his hammer was more than just a name; the top of the hammer was made of solid silver. He figured that it was something his father Telephos had left for him, something that his grandmother had included when she shipped him off down the river. He looked carefully at it, examining its features and textures. “This was the same hammer my father used to slay the trolls. The same hammer that I’ve taken for granted all these years. I’ve never really respected this as much as I should have, or realized its true potential. All these years of my blacksmithing, including whatever my father had done with it, and it is still in perfect condition,” Maxwell thought out loud before his voice tailed off.

It was right then that he noticed a curious indentation in the hammer. Towards the top of the head and curving up to the top, there was a strange mark. “…almost as if it was slashed by a whip…” Maxwell continued. Just as plain as day, the same spot where Thanos’ whip had struck the hammer, a mark etched into the silver.

Maxwell studied it, running his forefinger and thumb over it countless times. He could almost feel the pain that that mark had inflicted within him. His eyes could remember the great spark that blinded the entire room. Without hesitating any longer, Maxwell slung his hammer around his right shoulder and reached for his pack. He fished around before ultimately pulling out the weird glasses that his sister had given him. Studying them for a moment, he thought that they must have been given to Lucy by their father as well, not only to shield her eyes from the rest of the world, but to transport her to wherever she wanted to go. He held the frames in each hand by each hinge, looking down into the mysterious colors the glasses reflected back. It was almost like staring deep down into a multi-colored, three dimensional quicksand that had just consumed something. He took a great breath, closed his eyes, and went to put the glasses over his eyes.

Chapter 7

Right before the glasses could come into contact with Maxwell’s face, a flash of light blinded him and something grabbed him from behind. He felt a strong grip on his right shoulder pulling him down and another arm reach around his left shoulder snatching away the glasses. Maxwell fought back, thrusting his body backwards into the person, knocking it down. He quickly turned around, grabbed his hammer and went to face the intruder. Before he could do anything, the massive light vanished and the fire was the only thing left to illuminate the room. He looked down and recognized the figure right away. It was Lucy! She scrambled to put the glasses back on.

“Thanks for these. You have no idea how hard it is to get around when every time you open your eyes you emit a light as bright as the sun,” Lucy said as she gathered herself from off the floor. “That was a little bit of a mistake on my part, but I got scared. I didn’t know of any other place I could think of to go in safety and so I gave you the glasses hoping you would go somewhere safe. Thankfully you did. Don’t worry about me, none of Thanos’ men had any idea of what happened, nor could they identify me. It took me so long to get back here; you have no idea how hard it was to travel without these things,” she said as she tapped the glasses on the side. “You probably don’t have to fill me in on anything, I knew of the curse Grandma Eleanor was under. I fully prepared myself for coming back here knowing she was gone.”

Even though Maxwell couldn’t see it, tears formed in Lucy’s eyes. Maxwell told her how he had buried her and about the tombstone he had carved. The two siblings went out back and stood over their grandmother’s grave. After a few moments, Maxwell reached out to his sister, wrapping one of his arms around her shoulders. It was at this moment the two felt truly connected as brother and sister. Lucy turned into Maxwell and he embraced her as silent tears fell underneath her glasses.

The two returned inside the house. They both sat themselves down, Maxwell taking the chair he had previously sat in and Lucy taking the chair her grandmother had sat in. Though both wanted to reminisce about their lives, their history, where they had come from to that first meeting outside of the cave, they knew there were more important issues at hand. Maxwell discussed all that Eleanor had told him, up to her final breaths, and of how he has interpreted his visions. Maxwell wanted to use the glasses to take him to Mount Olympus to free the gods. He knew he foresaw the future, and all he had to take with him was his silver hammer. Though Lucy wanted to accompany him, she knew that she would be of no help without her glasses. Besides, if Maxwell failed, Lucy would be the only hope left for the gods.

With one last, long hug, Lucy gave possession of the glasses to Maxwell. He held them in his hands again, took a last look at Lucy. Even though her eyes were shut tight to shield the light, Maxwell could see a wetness start to spread under her eyes. Before he had any second thoughts, he quickly placed the glasses over his eyes and in his mind thought of the one place that he didn’t want to go to.

And just like that, Maxwell was gone. Lucy sat alone in the dark, her eyes closed to block out the power light that shone through her eyes. It didn't bother her any, but she knew with making eye contact for a split-second with someone she could render them blind. She felt her way around the house, reaching for her grandmother's chair. She sat down, crossed her legs and tried her best to start patiently waiting. She tried to envision Maxwell's journey. She thought about her grandmother, what she had told her brother. Just then she realized something, she forgot something vital.

“Grandmother's last words... I didn't tell Maxwell what they meant!” Lucy exclaimed in shock.

All those years ago when Telephos took Thanos with him to Mount Olympus, he was paranoid of one thing: that one day, somehow, somewhere, his children would meet in the battlefield. In order to prevent them harming each other, he sought out the powerful Telchines. The Telchines were magical and had supreme wizardry powers. Years ago, it was believed that Zeus or Poseidon had killed them because they started to abuse these powers. Not all of them had died though, and a few were scattered around the country. Telephos knew of one that he had run into years before on his original journey that led him to Penelope. Telephos had previously asked the wizard to cast a protective shield over him and in return, Telephos would go to the underworld and bring back the rest of the Telchines. Of course, after Telephos completed his journey, Helios took him back to Mount Olympus in his chariot, and Telephos was never able to complete the task he had agreed to for the Telchine wizard.

So upon returning to the Telchine, Telephos apologized, and said that at that very instant, if the wizard agreed to cast one more spell for him, Telephos would go down to the underworld to free the rest of the wizards. The wizard agree, but had one stipulation. Afterward, the wizard would remove the protective shield from Telephos' body, and all damage that he had received on the previous journey to seek revenge for his son would be inflicted back onto him. Even though he was certain it would lead to his death, Telephos agreed. What was more important to him was that his children weren't able to harm one another. Soon after completing the task and freeing the Telchine from Hades' grip, the wizard cast the spell, protecting his children from one another. The wizard also removed the previous spell, and in doing so, a sudden rush fell over Telephos. It didn't feel like a normal pain, but whatever it was went through every bone in his body, making him feel very weak and frail. He fell to his knees. Lashes suddenly appeared all over his body, as if an invisible force was beating down on him. Blood spurt from his mouth. A throbbing pain spread across his stomach. A sharp pain grew in his sternum, spreading out across his chest. He felt that at any second, he was going to implode.

Helios was watching over again, and, just like the last time, came to Telephos' rescue. Whatever it was, the two had some sort of bond, and he sacrificed his duties in the sky to take Telephos and the young boy back to Mount Olympus. He dropped them off at the foot of Zeus' throne, and that is wear Telephos asked with his last breaths if Zeus would take the boy in.

Chapter 8

If the last flight to find the tiny village where his grandmother lived felt like an eternity, this flight was that plus some. It felt like the glasses had a mind and conscience of their own, and subconsciously they didn't want anything to do with Mount Olympus. Nevertheless, they took Maxwell where he wanted to go. He found himself in a forest that surrounded Thanos' fortress. He half expected guards to be waiting for him as they were at the train station, but Thanos had given up on his magic map and couldn't see the tiny dot that had just appeared right outside his castle walls.

Maxwell looked around, trying to find some sort of opening. With the oncoming threat, Thanos stepped up his protection. Maxwell tried using the glasses to get him over the gate, but he bounced right off the force-field Thanos had inserted that created a bubble over his fortress. Maxwell was well past frustration. He grabbed his hammer, and without thinking twice took his frustration out on the wall, rearing back with one massive swing. To his surprise, the mighty wall cracked! Feeling invigorated, Maxwell swung again, and again, and again. Blow after blow, Maxwell fought his way through the wall. He could start to see through the wall to the other side. He made just a big enough hole that he could fit his body through. He still had his doubts about the force-field. Was he going to bounce off again? Or pass right through? He could see the tint of the protective shield right on the other side of the wall. With a careful hand, he stuck his arm out. With his fingertips centimeters away, he tried sliding his hand through. To his surprise, it went through; nothing happened. Thanos had not built this structure to repel living things, he had created it with the intention to repel any type of magic.

Maxwell was through the walls. Silently, he slid up to the stone structure that Thanos had created for himself. He hid himself in some massive bushes outside of a smaller side gate that appeared to be open. He waited, wondering if this was some trap Thanos had tried to spring. After a few moments, Maxwell heard something. It sounded like boots beating down on the concrete. He could hear voices off in the distance. Maxwell strained his ears and tried to listen in.

“Why can't Lord Thanos just create the foods and the banners and all of the other decorations himself? This seems so meaningless having to continuously wander in and out to bring in all of these supplies for this feast he plans to throw,” One voice said, growing stronger and stronger with each word.

“Well, he said it himself nothing magical can happen under this shield thing. It's not so bad, really. As soon as Lord Thanos destroys that one kid he'll release this shield and have one of those wizards create the rest. This is going to be the biggest festival ever. If the food and all that other stuff isn't enough, just think of all those gods placed around as our decorations!” The other man replied as they reached the entrance of the gate. Maxwell waited a few seconds after they had passed, and slipped in as silently as he could. It was pitch black. No matter how long he waited, his eyes didn't adjust to his surroundings at all. He was afraid to move, not knowing where it was he was going or what lie ahead. He heard the voices returning, and froze in shock.

“Yep, it wasn't too bad. I've seen better plays of course but at least this one was unique. It wasn't really the same old story just told in a different way. You know, even though the place can't have any magic around, it would have been nice if Lord Thanos provided some light to these corridors. When it turns to night, you can't see anything in this castle.”
Maxwell waited, and heard the two men pass. He let out a sigh of relief, and plotted his next move. For whatever reason, he was fingering the glasses that were in his pocket. Without having a better idea, he put them on. He could see again! The glasses might have their own magical qualities of transportation, but whatever it was that illuminated the corridor wasn't much of magic. The only thing was that, just like how they were when he first saw them, the colorful shapes of rectangles, triangles and squares danced around, slowly twirling in different directions. He could see, but everything in front of him seemed to rotate and spin.

“This must be how Lucy always sees,” Maxwell thought before he crept along the hallway. He froze for a moment as he heard the two men returning. He placed his body flat against the wall, and watched as they passed by him, carrying different ribbons and cloths, arguing about the causes of the 2nd Trojan War. After they passed, he continued. He walked along so many different hallways, into so many different rooms, avoiding the few candles that were carelessly put up in places that Thanos hardly ever went, until he heard something. It sounded grotesque, like a slab of meat slapping the concrete as its dropped to the floor of a butcher's shop. Then he heard the wails. If that wasn't enough, the pleads followed.

Hatred rushed over him. Even though this was his brother, what he was doing was inhumane, criminal and vicious. No man should endure this type of punishment onto another. Maxwell followed the sound of the screams, finding an opening that led down a flight of stairs. If Thanos' reign and power had taught him one thing, it was carelessness. Maxwell descended the stairway and came to the opening of the dungeons.

He had seen this before, so many times played out in his head. He took the glasses off and placed them in his pack. He slung his hammer back around his head and held it in one hand. Almost as if he was having another out-of-body experience, he felt his legs start to move. He could see himself doing these things, but as fearful as he was he couldn't stop himself. He walked out into the open, and stood in the same place he had been before. He knew what was coming, and he awaited the inevitable.

If it hadn't already happened before, Thanos had gone crazy. With the other gods, he handed out each lashing and moved on. But when he got to Zeus, the all-powerful Zeus, each whip invigorated him. Each slash delivered fed into Thanos. This was a man possessed. Harder and harder, faster and faster Thanos swung. Who knows how long this had been going on. It's uncertain if Zeus could even feel anything anymore, his body so numb from the countless whips he had endured.

Just then, Zeus looked up. The pain in his eyes could have brought any man to their knees. He looked right at Maxwell, and let out, almost a whisper, the words “help, help us, please”. Maxwell got lost in those words. He almost forgot what was coming next, the roar that could be heard for miles upon miles.

“YOU!”

Before Maxwell could react, Thanos swung his whip at him. No matter how many times he had envisioned this and replayed it in his head, Thanos' anger consumed him and he lashed out. Maxwell swung his hammer up, and the whip met the hammer. Pain shot through Maxwell's body again, worse than how he had felt it in the vision. He withered in pain on the floor and again waited for Thanos' shadow to consume his body. Of course, it didn't.
He rolled over and pushed himself up to his knees, clutching one arm to his chest. He reached over and picked up his hammer and stood upright. The pain that went through Maxwell's body had to have been tenfold for Thanos. He was madly shrieking out in pain, rolling left and right, clutching his body. With all the strength and courage he had left, Maxwell limped towards Thanos. Through the pain, he raised his mighty silver hammer up above his head, and looked to give Thanos one last fateful blow.

Chapter 9

“NOOOOOOO!!!!!” came a roar much louder than Thanos' had been. Maxwell turned in shock towards the direction of the shout, and saw it was Zeus!

“You mustn't!” Zeus cried.

Before Maxwell could respond, his legs swung out from underneath him. Thanos had tripped him and was now standing over Maxwell with a foot pressed against his neck. With a flick of his wrist, his whip uncoiled, sparking as it hit the stone floor. Thanos looked deep into Maxwell's eyes. Maxwell could feel the seething glare burn through him. Zeus let out another cry, pleading this time for Thanos to stop.

“You don't understand! Listen to me, you cannot defeat him!”

Thanos coldly turned towards Zeus without letting up on the grip he had on Maxwell's throat. Without saying anything, he reared his arm back, and delivered the sharpest blow of all, the whip snapping across Zeus' mouth. The mighty god roared in pain, and couldn't speak at all. Thanos turned back down to Maxwell, pressing harder into his neck.

“I have waited for this for months. You think you can defeat me? I'll show you a pain that you could have never imagined before!” Thanos yelled down at Maxwell, spit dropping down on Maxwell's face.

Barely able to breathe, he couldn't say anything. Thanos' foot was securely crushing Maxwell's voice. He grabbed at his foot and leg, trying to pry it off. He wanted to yell at him to stop, he wanted to explain everything. There was no time. Thanos slowly raised his whip again, high above his head. Putting his entire body into it, he thrusted down, slashing Maxwell across the chest.

Thanos was right about one thing, it was an unimaginable pain. You see, back when Telephos had made the deal with the Telchine, the wizard didn't fully follow through on his promise. While he agreed to make it so none of Telephos' children could harm each other, that pain had to go somewhere. And so there it was, withering throughout Thanos' body, the most unimaginable pain. The lashing shot through his hand into his arm once again just like before. It reverberated through his chest. Thanos' body curled up into a tight ball trying to conceal the pain. He screamed in agony. The pain contracted his body tighter and tighter together. Maxwell looked on bewildered. He wanted to help his brother, but he didn't know how.

With one last scream coupled with the sound of a grunt, Thanos' body tightened one last time, and then the pain that had a hold over him released its grip. Thanos' body relaxed, and then it lie there motionless on the floor. Maxwell stood up, and walked over to it. Kneeling beside it, he placed a hand on his brother's shoulder. He examined him for a moment before rolling him over on his back. Thanos lie, lifeless on the ground, eyes and mouth shut, lines spread out across his face from being clenched in pain. His face was pale, and his body was cold.

Maxwell felt a hand on his shoulder, and he looked up. It was Zeus, free from the spell. The rest of the gods had all formed a circle around Maxwell. The mighty god put his arm around Maxwell, and Maxwell turned into Zeus and wept.

Chapter 10

It had been a long day, longer than usual. Maxwell had spent most of it carving this great, new chariot for Helios. It was the least he could do, he thought. After all, it was Helios who had come to the rescue of his father so many times before. The latter part of the day was spent crafting a new sword for Ares. He had made many structures for the gods over the past few months, great fountains and bridges and awnings. He even expanded his craft, making houses and buildings. Although he was revered by the gods, and though they did their best to reject his offerings, Maxwell was a craftsman by trade.

As he closed up shop a little later than normal, a feeling of dread washed over him. He felt a little sick to his stomach and his hands clammed up.

“I knew this day was coming...” Maxwell muttered to himself.

He grabbed his pack and slung his silver hammer around his shoulder. He took the long way home, stopping at a field. He looked out over the field, and wandered in. After a while he came back out with an armful of flowers. He headed down the path that he taken so many times before over the year, and stopped for a moment as the silhouette of a house came into view. After taking a deep breath, he continued.

Before he could even get to the front door he heard a voice yell at him, “What took you so long?” He turned around the corner to where the voice had come from and before he could say anything the voice yelled back at him, “I've been standing out here for almost an hour!”

He rounded the corner, and there was Lucy standing with her arms crossed, sternly looking back at her brother. He walked over to her, and she smiled at him, giving him a quick hug before she took a few flowers for herself. They each walked over to the grave where their grandmother lie. Maxwell bent over and placed a flower in front of the tombstone he had carved a year ago. Lucy followed his lead, and placed her flower on top of it, creating an X. They stopped for a moment, and then continued to the next one. They placed flowers in the same fashion again, under another tombstone, and then another, and another.

After they finished, they stood back overlooking the cemetery they had created. The graves were lined in a row, with the first grave reading “ELEANOR”,the next grave “PENELOPE”, the next reading “TELEPHOS” and the last grave reading “THANOS”.

“I can't believe it's already been one year,” Lucy said to Maxwell.